Epicentre

I asked myself “was i content”
with the world that i once cherished
Did it bring me to this darkened place
to contemplate my perfect future
I will not stand nor utter words against
this tide of hate
Losing sight of what and who i was again

I’m so sorry if these seething words i say
impress on you
that i’ve become
anathema
my heart
my soul

I can’t say that you’re losing me
I always tried to keep myself tied to this world
but i know where this is leading
(please)
No tears
No sympathy

I can’t say that you’re losing me
but i must be that which i am
Though i know where this could take me
(please)
No tears
No sympathy

Gracefully
Respectfully
Facing conflict deep inside myself
But here confined
Losing control of what i could not change

Gracefully
Respectfully
I ask you “please don’t worry”
not for me

Don’t turn your back
Don’t turn away

© VNV Nation